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aloha. so my weekend turned out to be good. i've decided to start being good in school and just keeping my mouth shut cause saturday school is starting to be a bitch. so spanksquad + kate went to the door that night for the YP show then kate peaced out and s.s. went to tara's- very fun saturday. check out the pics at www.xanga.com/the_spank_squad - you won't be seeing new pictures up there for awhile, someone stole katie's camera SOOOO to raise 200-300 dollars, we're gonna have a carwash and some other stuff! hot chicks getting all wet in bathing suits, check it out FO SHO. when we know what's actually going down, I'LL HOLLA. :) so this week has gone good actually! things are so much better with my mom and we got a new car cause of the accident. the car was fucking tottttttaled. thank God, i hated that ph'ing car. we got a lexus rx 330. ME GUSTA MUCHO. so this weekend looks uneventful.. idk what i'm doing friday, hopefully something with alan.. i haven't seen him in so long :( saturday= shopping with katie, my mom, and katie's mom and hopefully some richardson kid's party that night. so this is deffinetly long enough, bye lovlies <3

everything is bad.

is that what you wanna hear?

cause seems like whenever i'm happy it gets torn away so fast.

god damn i need someone to occupy my time.

someone to kiss my forehead, to hug me, to look at me, to notice me, to comment on me, to care for me, to hold my hand, to play DDR with, to listen to music with, to laugh at me, to laugh with me, to laugh at, to eat with, to drink with, to dance with, to listen to music with, to smile at, to smile at me, to be there for me, to watch the grinch with, to watch the red sox with, to love me, to swing on the swings with, to look at the stars with, to kiss for hours with, to stare at, to think about, to think about being thoughten about, to snowboard with, to have come to my cheering competitions, to watch my basketball games, to come to my track meets, to shop with ( ;) ) to pregame with, to take pictures with, to BE with.

let's keep in mind that soccer players have nice body's, wakeboarder's are tan, snowboarder's share a common interest with me, lead singer's are breathtaking and romantics are... are life. <33

is it gonna happen?

not a chance.

application is available though.

i promise i'm a good person.

why is everything going wrong?

why am i trying to tell myself i'm happy?

i'm not god damnit.

i'm not.

i'm so hurt. i'm so lonely. i'm so... done.

bermuda triangle here i come.

this week has been.. eh, okay.  i've been doing better in school now that cheering's over. since i broke my toe and messed up my foot at that party, i can't try out for pride. i can hardly run, let alone do backflips. so i'm gonna do a private tryout in a couple months. so today (wednesday) was... wow. first i wake up and have no power til 5 minutes before i had to leave for school then on the way home from school i get in this huge car accident. and of course, with my luck, we got hit on my side and i wasn't wearing a seatbeat so i fly against the windshield and my nose starts bleeding. oh so pretty <3 so i ended up with a swollen, bruised right side of my face. JEALOUS!? should be. okay so thats it. this weekend= time with the spank squad, meagan and SHAUNA! who i miss ever so much <3 so that's it. pizzle 4 rizzle.

oh and incase you don't know what the spanksquad is... it recently started. its 9 girls. me, katie, khmyii, arianna, britny, hannah, morgan, isabel, and tara! it's the fucking best crowd... ever. so you'll see us around. check the sweet site.. www.xanga.com/ThE_SpAnK_SqUaD

YO. i can't sleep which is bad cause i've slept a total of like 5 hours in the past 3 days and tomorrow's easter so i have to get up early. but whatever. we had no school friday so thursday night meagan and tara came over and we went to a party, it got busted 20 minutes later. so we all jump in random cars and drive around for the rest of the night. so we get home and we're all tired so we watch a movie and we're about to go to bed but NOOPE tara gets a call from her friend so we go back out again at 1:30 in the morning. we get back at 4 and go to bed. it was a good night overall. SO mommy wakes us up at 8. score! the "party" was up the street from me so i went up there to help him clean up and he took me to see his adorable little puppy at this random place.. so that night i went to the mall with a ton of people then went back to tara's with katie&khymii and stayed up til 5 doing childish things. which is needed once in awhile. so i woke up, hung out, went home, slept for a little, went to the gym with katie, came home, showered, and got a call from someone and this special fucking asshole gave me some really bad news which ruined my night and made me not wanna do anything so i just stayed home and slept. and i just woke up........ at 11:30. what the hell is that? so that's my weekend. tomorrow's easter. so church&brunch with the family. homework. and UNDEROATH SHOW :) yayness. <333 you.